Gratitude note

I am grateful with what I have now. Everything seems to fall into place. There is nothing that I could ask more than being here in this right moment. Life is a wonderful journey, I know this is a common quote but I think this quote is really meaningful to me. I may not be the perfect daughter, the perfect friend, or even the perfect sister. I shall thank you Allah for giving me the strength and all the wonderful gifts you have given me all this while. The strength to continue my life till this very day. YAYYY :D

Little note for little Me.

Make peace with my past so it doesn't spoil my present.

What others think of me is none of my business.

Time heals almost everything, give the time, sometime.

No one is the reason of my happiness except me myself.

Don't compare my life with others, I have no idea what their journey is all about.

Stop thinking too much, it's alright not to know all the answers.

Smile, I don't own all the problems in the world.

I wanna be a Rockstar

Smokin' hot

After a really long time not visiting suk el-mansyeya (mansyeya market), the usual pasar geng, Supi Ikan and I have decided to spend our quality pasar outing at Mansyeya. The atmosphere is still the same as it was two years back. Nothing has changed. Even the fishmongers themselves are still the same exact people!

Why do I stress on the fishmongers??

If you are a fan of my blog, you must've read through a post on an incident happened to a girl named Natalia, being spied and stalked on by a fishmonger.

So, not so long ago, Natalia went to visit the market to get some groceries. At the same spot with the same hoodie she used to wear two years ago, the exact same shouting voice calling her name in the same tone of excitement plus joy heard from the fishmonger himself. "Natalia!! Natalia!!" The same ol look that haunted Natalia in the past. He had the same grin, the ponytail, and the reddish pink shirt.

Things have never changed.

New year New entry!

11 January 2011
10.15am

It's 11.01.11 today. Sorry dear blog, I have abandoned you for quite a while since then. Approximately 7 months and 17 days. Punish me. Dump me. Ignore me. If you wish to.

PUNCH THIS

Off for Cerebrum session now. Later

P/S, the video is cute!

Dearest

Everyday,I switch on my laptop. Everyday, I browse through the Internet. Everyday, I watch TV Series/Movies. Everyday, I listen to songs. Everyday, I check my Timetable. Once a while, I revise/do assignments/checkout pictures. Morning. Evening. Night. Dawn. My Laptop is always there. With me. Be my company. My Bestfriend. My life.
Here are some pictures I could find in my folder used to decorate you on the Desktop. You are the Best gadget I have, Laptop.

Battle is on

Sorry Miss Mosquito. I found out it was not your fault my skin have red bulging dots on it. It was Mr Bed Bug. :)







Five hours of sleep. Call mummy daddy everyday. Read books at least twice before exam. Jangan ponteng kelas.
Wahh,boleh ke??

I cannot give you the formula for success, but I can give you the formula for failure, which is-try to please everybody.
Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life you're living?-Bob Marley-

Hate Me Today Hate Me Tomorrow

Haha yeah.I passed.PASSED.And that's all I need for now.Alhamdulillah. *wink wink*

I am annoyed.Pissed off.Irritated.Uncomfortable.Disturbed.All because of this creature... You may be small, innoccent-looking creature.But you have got on my nerves already alright.You are envy whenever you see me sleeping in my comfy bed aren't you?An envious aura surrounding you.Whenever there's a chance,you'll hit on me.Prey on me,suckling my sweet tasty blood silently,enjoying every moment.Why don't you hit on somebody else your own size little Miss #$@%!.

I have been your only prey for the last couple of months.You just come and go.Whenever you feel like sucking,you come to me.Once I recover,you'll be ready on your feet to start your late night activity again.I'm sick of you.Please.My whole body itches.I scratch here,there,everywhere.At class,in the taxi,at home.I Hate You!
P/S : Not MY hand.Mine is NOT hairy.FYI.But those are the marks you leave on my delicate body Miss @$&#*!

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head,
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed,
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone,
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home,
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain,
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space.

Slim Shady's back

Today, 12th April 2010.
Nearly nine months since my last post.

Things have been going on pretty well. Nothing much has changed. Except for more junk in my room. More clothes shopped from Oxford's St. More posters sticked on my wall near my bedside. More scarfs bought. More bags. And recently I was into paper cups so I have been collecting them since my first semester. They are not just any typical paper cups where we use for parties or so. Pret A Manger (not available in Egypt nor in Malaysia,got it from UK), Starbucks, McDonald's KitKat Mcflurry which we can't get it Malaysia, small tin of Coca-Cola. Yeah. I find it cool but Mama doesn't agree with this idea. It's like collecting a massive pile of rubbish. I will soon enough throw them all away. I promise.

Tomorrow is predicted that our results will be out in the lecture halls. 12pm sharp must go to Lecture B. I'm getting to be really nervous. My mid sem result was like whaaa. Results aren't supposed to make us unhappy, sad, gloomy. They are supposed to motivate us aren't they. Just don't peek on anybody else's results. Search for my number, browse through the marks, keep the results printed in my mind and walkaway. No need to feel down. No need to be nosy asking people around about their results. RESULTS SHOULD MOTIVATE US. NOT DEMOTIVATE US.

" Failure is like an unwanted teacher; no one likes it. But if you want success, you must learn from it."
" If you've found something that you want, you fight for it - even when everyone tells you to give up."

rindu daa

Three papers to go.


I'm missing home.
I'm missing family.
I'm missing friends.

Penat juga.

So it's time to move out. Packed my stuff the whole evening yesterday. Everything. The clothes. The books. The food. And we found many old stuff that we used be entertaining ourselves with right when we first came here. It was so funny. One of the things that I found was my colourful notes I did for my First Sem. It was so pretty and neat, my writing. And I had this very thick notebook I used to jot things in. I couldn't believe it.! I actually compiled my notes for different subjects. How good was I. Compared to now, my writing has become like what we call cakar ayam. And my notes are less colorful. But it is a good thing though that my understanding for what I am learning is making sense to myself.

And guess what, I finally found the thing that I have been searching for the whole freaking year! It is my camera charger! Geez, penat mencari. Atlast, dapat juga benda alah tu. I straight away charged my camera battery as soon as my dodol found it. Thanks Dodol ;) You made my day. Really. Haha.

And this
It was specially given to me by our Landlord. How cute.

ACT 1.
Pakcik : Hey! Er, have you.....checked....your....bill? Compared the bill with the next door neighbour??? (Arab talking English punya cara)
ME : Er, no mista. Sorry.
Pakcik : Hm. Ok. Check after this.
(Ater a few days...lepas balik kelas)
Pakcik : Have you checked?
ME : OH! I forgot.
Pakcik : Hm. OK. Check after this.
(After a few weeks...lepas balik kelas)
Pakcik : So?? How much is it?
ME : Eeek. Not yet check.
Pakcik : Why you always forgot???
ME : I have too many things going on in my mind sir. Too many things to think about.!
Pakcik : *geleng kapla* Go check. And tell me. For your own good.

ACT 2.
ME : Oh thank you for fixing it sir. I will give you tea someday.
(After a few days...lepas balik kelas)
Pakcik : Where is my tea???
ME : OH yes! I will give you your tea. *senyum lebar*
Pakcik : Mesyi.
(After a few weeks...lepas balik kelas)
Pakcik : My tea????
ME : Ngeeeeeee. Yes Your tea. *senyum lebar lagi*
(After a long time...lepas balik kelas)
Pakcik : Eyh,! Tea???
ME : *senyum lebar sangat sangat sampai tak tersenyum*

Kesian Pakcik. Useless ME.

Setelah Sekian Lama.

Ring around the posie,
A pocket full of daisies,
A-tish-ooo,
A-tish-ooo,
We all fall down.

Cool enough, already?

Alas, less than 50 days to be pampered and cuddled and do stuff :)

After donkey years, freeeko managed to show off freeeko's OoooO!!! yes.mission is accomplished, said freeeko.

AniakokoK

Semalam I called You You tak answer,
You kata You keluar pergi dinner,
You kata You keluar dengan kawan You,
But when I call Tommy he said it wasn't true.
So I drove my car pergi Damansara,
Tommy kata maybe You tengok bola,
Tapi bila I sampai,
You...
You tak ada,
Lagilah I jadi gila.
So I called and called sampai You answer,
You kata 'Sorry Sayang tadi tak dengar',
'My phone was on silent',
'I was at the gym',
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.
Sudahlah Sayang, I don't believe You,
I've always known that Your words were never true,
Why am I with You?
I pun tak tahu.
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka You.
So I guess that's the end of our story,
Akhir kata she accepted his apology,
Tapi last-last kita dapat tahu,
She was cheating too,
With her ex-boyfriend's bestfriend,

Tommy...

KANTOI.!!

Teruna&Dara

I just need half an hour break (or maybe an hour??) from all these wooooords.

And here I am, spilling out my thoughts in this 'high tech diary' also known as the blog.

My current needs...
1. A headbanging concert. So that I can headbang as hard as I can in the crowd. No one can say anything because they will be too busy headbanging and dancing like a drunken ass on the dancefloor. Tak kesah.Nak berdansa sahaja,kehendak saya.

2. Drum. I want to play this toy instrument that I can hit what that looks like a tong-milo with two batang kayu. I'll get an orgasm when listening to the sound produced by this toy. Thrill thrill weyyy.




3. Katak. I am in desperate need for katak. Katakkk, Katakkk... I have all that I need to put you to sleep my dear katakkk. But where have you gone hiding???



4. Kipas. For ventilation in my room? ...takpe rumah baru ada kipas...

5. Orang putih.Orang Cina.Orang India.Orang Negro. "Manyak cantik Lenglui, mana lu mau pigi..." "Inggeporingge...Ane!Roti canai une!" "Putu mayam putu mayam putu mayam..." "Old newspaper!Paper lama!Saukaukoci!*honk honk*" "Would you like a cup of English tea honey?"

6. Palestin to the rescue. I want to protect the dying lonely hungry poor kids whose parents might be killed by the Monsters.

Lipstik is not so bad. And Roti too. It's a good beginning of the day to start with for a medic student like me. Buka youtube (pronounced as yu-toob) cari lagu baru get down to business.
Am I out of my mind or what, I'm starting to develop a fancy like like feeling towards corak on kain batiks.chanteeeqq...

RIP

I was a ngokngek happy-go-lucky pain in the ass high school kiddo. Like most high school kids, I too had a favourite lepak place near my school. Since Form One, I have already discovered the going-to-be my hang out place. It started out when my Jing Gang and I had nothing better to do while waiting to be stuck in the period of doom where we had to pretend to be interested on what the heck the non-stop-talking-with-speckies old woman is crapping about....'We must behave like Puteri-puteri Sri Aman to maintain our school's reputation...' yadayada (One of the weekly pick up lines -___-) and line up in rows according to classes while singing Negaraku and Lagu Sekolah for nearly half an hour (felt like two hours to us...) which is also known as the weekly school assembly.

OK so the Jing Gang decided to lepak somewhere before suffocating ourself in the so called period of doom. And the nearest place that we could bitch around with our baju kurung kain biru with school tag was Jaya. That was when it all started.


Buhsan je, Jaya. Makan, Jaya.
Beli barang kelas, Jaya. Beli barang for any events happening, Jaya.
Photostat, Jaya. Beli dvd, Jaya.
Lepak, Jaya. Makan Lontong, Jaya.
Starbucks, Jaya. Shopping, Jaya.
Tution punnn, Jaya.
Basically, everything happened in Jaya. Jaya has contributed a lot to us Sri Amanians.

Yesterday, I was told Jaya has become a rumble! It has collapsed by itself! And it was not done by man.! I was shocked,sad. How can this be. But it's about time too for Jaya to end its life as a very convenient centre for all of us.

Jaya, may you rest in peace. A new replacement will surely be taking over your place Jaya. No worries.

Al-Fatihah.

AZestofLololooove

A heart shape in gulai lemak? LOVE PORTION it is, according to 'Miss Lovey Dovey'. Hunger for love Kak Aisha????? *smirks* Go for it babe.! I will always be there to support youuu :D

noPants!

PANASSSSSSSSSS......


WHAT IF... Someone starts a new trend here in Alexandria? Cute short animated boxers. On the streets? Just look at this dude..he wears just boxers at subways. It would be quite ridiculous actually if it does happen here(sure banyak gila controversy -_-). But due to the bright frying hot sunny weather, I wouldn't mind to follow the trend. It would be really cute I think. Imagine, boxers with big yellow smiley faces or rainbow colored boxers or small tiny polka dots printed on the boxers worn by living creatures named human...Comel pe.

So apa lagi.Someone,start the trend! It's getting really damn hot hot hot here.! :D

This is what we get

It's humid. It's hot. It's sunny. It's bright. It's summer. Grab your shades and bikinis and let's hit the beach you crazeee peeple. But one thing which I think is not so very pleasant about summer is...the odour that gets into my hidung. I tell you, it's not what you would want to be rewarded with after a long day of class. It was not so bad before. But today, two unfortunate events happened :

Before lecture : Oh shitt. Ada bau weyy. Omg. We better get going. Why are we surrounded by these guys? Omfg. Jom join the peeple at the staircase. Bila lah Arab-arab nak blah nih. Dah start dah. The smell. Nah bau my tangan. Wangeeeee. Aaahhh...

While stopping a taxi balik rumah : Mansheya?? Lak. Mansheya?? Lak. Mansheya?? Lak. Eh, why is it so hard to get a taxi at this time?! Freaking tired ahh. Tax!! Mansheya??? (taxi stops) OH YES! (punches a fist in the air) Finally. (gets in the taxi) Mansheya fin?? Shari' An-Nas. OH shitt. Ada 'the smell' lahh. Adoiii. Cannot lah like this. Sobs...

Ah hah. It is a saddening part of my life here. Can't bear it. Need a bottle of sweet smelling bau everywhere I go now. You Arab peeplee!!

NAOMI

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY NAOMI!!!

It was one hell of a night wasn't it? :) Surprises.Mouth-watering foooood."Performances" dengan lagu Pudar.

Happpeeee Beeerrday again dear. Much Love from me :)

...photos of Naomi will be uploaded soon..

beware.

We need our All and Mighty Saviour!!! Kasihani kami. Berikan segala pengetahuanmu kepada kami.
Trillion zillion thanks to Mike for squeezing us in your schedule. You are gooooood mate ;)





















Weyhh. When we don't indulge ourselves with books for a reallllyyyyy reallllllyyy looooong time, we'll get high up in the sky when we see them. And we don't care less what people might think of us when we spot something that we have not seen for ages eg. baju and running towards it with a very happy face is actually quite a normal thing for us. We'll get really hyped up when it comes to this part. Do not mess with us in things like this. I warn you.